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I have a low sex drive. Ben does not. He'd be happy with sex at least daily, if not more. I'm happy with sex once a month, maybe two or three times. What do I do? I have a problems all over the place. 1)a persistant back problem that feels like a heart attack during sex. 2)there is only one time a month that I actually have enough lubrication and aren't too easily oversensitive that sex doesn't hurt. 3) I'm stuck here in the same bedroom as my children, in my inlaws house with a husband who is stressed and unhappy and doing his damnedest to cope. Just like me. I hate this living situation. I love the area. I might have to move to Canada or mother-fucking Texas when he finds a job. I just lost a baby in October. What the FUCK, do I have to be excited, passionate about? It just gets my hopes up and makes me feel happy, and then I wake up in the morning and life bitch slaps me.
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